PIE!

OK, I haven't done a damn thing today that is selfish- so I am doing it now. I intend to vegetate for the remainder of the evening. I am going to be restocking my "pie". My wonderful dr. suggested something for me to read and listen to that I am having a hard time finding- and it's about pie. Not the kind you eat- god knows I don't need that! And it's not all about pie, but she was telling about this one part. You only have so much pie to give out. And all day there are people in your life that need things from you- pieces of your "pie".

Then there are the pie-suckers- they just take and take and take. BUT! In reality, you are letting them have it- practically handing it to them! And I really think that there are people that don't actually ask anything of us- but they still take our pie because we let them get to us. Selfish people (and yes, I know it's ok to be more selfish since it's actually my goal). Overly insecure people who feel the need to always be the center of attention. People who are complainers. People who take advantage of us. When we let them get to us, we give them our pie.

Well, I want my pie back dammit! I only have so much, and I am in a deficit. A "pie recession". My pie account is in the red, and that's not ok.

Tomorrow's selfish act: I wish I could say that I wasn't going to give away any pie, but I know that isn't true. Stamping. Maybe. Or a nap- or reading a little extra of my book. One of those- yeah!